March 2012
Saw dad at the gym.
He didn’t even say one fucking word to me, even though I purposely went on the machine next to him. And it was even more awkward because we were the only ones there. Looks like I have no plans this Easter… I was at least expecting him to invite me…
Then I left crying because he gave the receptionist more attention than me. At least he made eye contact with her and said bye.
...
must. workout.
But i have absolutely no motivation. I mean i just brushed my teeth and it’s 730 pm.. sad.
Whatever, doing it anyways, and praying i don’t see my dad there. Why am I getting anxiety right now over possibly seeing him? If he is there, i’ll just go home and work out. Or go tanning to kill some time (even though i really don’t feel like it) then go back.
Meh, whatever....
church: follow jesus
me: does he follow back?
church:
me:
church:
me: promo 4 promo?
