Must stop listening to “She will be loved”.
It literally has no significance to me right now, and I’ve been listening to it for 3 days straight. I’m a mess?
Ugh I only have 5 ciggs to get me through the night, I’m fucked. I’ll probably have to bum one of my mom’s but hers are malbro ultra lights. They taste like cardboard.
God, I don’t get paid until Thursday and I’m broke because of her. I’ll have to use my bday money I guess… Which I hate doing-especially for cigarettes.
Agh, oh well. I’m going to have a cigg or two, take my pills then try and sleep.
I didn’t get to bed until 1245pm this afternoon and slept until like 3. I know my sleep schedule is fucked but now I’m getting so desperate that I’ll just sleep whenever I possibly can-or am tired.
Meh, ok nighty night. Sorry that was all pointless.
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